06. pretty pathetic or how to leave your man - Sick Sacraments
06. pretty pathetic or how to leave your man March 21.11 a.m. Already hot. 90°/56° Sunny, Blue Sky as usual. I got no money, paid the phone bill. Feelin’ lonely. Winter down under, first time snow in Perth. Mudslides in So. Cal.Dear Diary. Thank you for being there. I hope I’m not bothering you but I just don’t care anymore. I am bored out of my mind. I’m feelin’ lonely. Time hurts. I woke up with a toothache. Ouch. Beat a dead horse. Live for today, that’s what people say. Time to think new thoughts. Same thing, day in and day out. I don’t handle being single very well. It is my weakness. I’d love to get over it, if only there was an easy way. There is no way. It just is. The state of sadness is a reality that can only be changed by external forces. I’d love to be in love but all the positive thinking in the world is not going to help get me to that state. I’ve been to paradise. Now, I am in hell. I’ve stayed aroun...